I do not have any theories tonight. I do not have any opinions. No scriptures, no reviews, no complaints and no insights.
Tonight I am just filled with hopeless questions that are simply unanswerable in this world. I search for reasons and explanations and justification for unjust natural events.

Tonight...I attempt not to stray.

When God takes an innocent child, a 15 hour old baby away form deserving, loving, excited new parents ... what purpose is there? They were good people, she was but a precious, innocent, untouched new life.

Part of me is still so strongly believing in God that I am asking of him my questions.
And part of me is so angry that she was taken away like that, that I have to wonder where God is at a moment like that. At such a tragic moment where a child could be lost like that.
What good can come of the loss of her life? Her unlived, unchallenged life?

My prayers are constant now, regardless of my confusion. I wrap them around her parents in their time of dispair. My prayers are concentrated, and wrapped around them and that beautiful young life that was so prematurely taken away.

RIP babygirl. One day you'll meet your mommy.