Dating sucks. Yes, I am dating from between 1-5 men at a time. Yes, I get lots of attention. Yes, I get lots of presents. Yes, I get taken out to lots of places. If I was 22 this would be a dream.
I'm not 22 Ive just turned 38. I get serious about a guy and he walks off the deep end or has some great calamity in his life and becomes a dud. Don't tell me I should stand by his side or take care of him. That would have been my first thought. I can't quit my job and buy a ferrari and live on love. I'm not 22 and neither are the guys I date (for the most part) I have responsibilities. I have a job. I have a business. I'm going to massage school. I have 2 houses to take care of. I cannot be running all over and doing foolish things.
I am tired of eating breakfast and supper alone everyday. I don't stay home at night so I can't say I am tired of that. I am tired of starting to fall for a guy and then discover he has another gf, or he (despite what he has said previously) never wants to get married and give up his freedom. Or we start to get serious and he disappears for 6 months w/o and then is "so sorry"
I am about ready to give up on dating. I could write a book on the crap that supposedly adults do.
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Serena
Posted on: 02/01/2012 10:35
O I got off on a tangent in my own thread. I guess my current problem now is that I expect a wonderful guy to turn insane at the drop of a hat and want to break up before anything happens. I have trouble letting myself fall for a guy now because I am jaded and expect the worst in all my relationships and don't want this to become a self fullfilling prophecy.
Serena
Posted on: 02/01/2012 10:37
post deleted by author bc it was double posted
somegalfromcan
Posted on: 02/01/2012 18:00
I'm confused - it's okay for you to date up to 5 guys at a time, but if one of them has a girlfriend, that's a problem?
chemgal
Posted on: 02/01/2012 18:10
Serena, there was a period of time where I would go out on dates with different guys. I never actually considered myself to be 'dating' anyone, I was just going out on dates to get to know people.
Whenever I was actually dating someone, there was only them and not other guys that I was also interested in. I think you need to date just one person at a time to decide if there's anything there other than immediate chemistry. Once you get to that point, it's fine to do a quick assessment of the relationship. If there's big warning signs, or you simply can't see it going anywhere, it's fine to end it. Imagining that the guy is dating other people, or that some crisis is going to happen probably isn't the best reason to end it, unless there's some actions that have happened with him to back that up. To know if someone really is the one takes time.
crazyheart
Posted on: 02/01/2012 20:58
Serena, this is old news!!!!!!
crazyheart
Posted on: 02/01/2012 20:59
Serena, this is old news!!!!!!
crazyheart
Posted on: 02/01/2012 20:59
It was worth double posting.
SG
Posted on: 02/01/2012 21:30
I was thinking the same thing, somecalfromcan.
What's good for the goose is good for the gander.
If one person is seeing multiple people, the other should be able to. If it is non-monogamous, then it is.
When someone says about "starting to fall" and them being with more than one person...I would say that if it upsets, hurts, bugs or stops you, then one would assume it will upset, hurt, bug, stop them.
kaythecurler
Posted on: 02/02/2012 09:41
It sounds to me like it would be a good idea for you to think through your own choices and behavior. It takes time and work to figure out what ethics are best for you and to bring your life into line with those ethics. After doing that work maybe welcoming another human into your life would provide some joy. A meaningful relationship isn't 'all about and for Serena'.
Sparkle24
Posted on: 04/28/2012 06:08
LOVE IS PATIENT!! And obviously if you're dating all these guys you're in a rush to find love and you don't rush love. Sorry to say
Judd
Posted on: 05/08/2012 13:39
I'm not much for dating. I get to know somebody and we end up hanging around together more and more until a real date means "Lets get serious".
My last girlfriend left me with a 17 year old boy (her grandson) when she died. Even though I am ready to retire, I didn't wimp out and I feed him now (he;s 6'4").
A man who reaches even 35 without encumbrances is too shallow to consider.
Judd
Posted on: 05/08/2012 13:42
From a man's standpoint it's time to break up when everything you do or say is taken the wrong way.
Serena
Posted on: 07/14/2012 10:12
I don't date multiple people when there is an exclusive relationship in place.
Dcn. Jae
Posted on: 07/14/2012 12:14
I am about ready to give up on dating. I could write a book on the crap that supposedly adults do.
I think you should give up on it. It sounds like you've had a really rough time in the dating scene, and I think everyone will understand when you eject yourself from it.
Throw yourself into your work. Now that you've graduated from school, your energies should primarily be focussed on starting up the business that you've been dreaming of.
Rich blessings.