My body is driven to the extreme, chasing pipe dreams, 160 down the open highway.
My mind follows suit, stumbling along taking pit stops, playing catch up with my thoughts.
I was on empty coming into the city lights, but I kept my foot down hard on the pedal.
I wanted to achieve the glitz, the glamour and the fame of coming in number one.
My feelings were twisted like the mangled metal, I seen in the car wrecks, I passed from my past.
I had people to see, places to be, and things to do, yet all I was doing was going in circles.

I do not want to be a typical twenty one year old girl in love. Everyone has got their time to fall madly, deeply and passionately in love. I admire that. Everyone deserves a best friend they can connect with emotionally, physcially, mentally and spiritually. Along time ago I was in love with the idea of being in love. Now I have learned about what it takes to love myself. My focus now, is to give love freely and unabashedly, to God, family & friends. I want to pay attention to them. I want to love them with all my trust, honesty, compassion and kindness.

No matter what you do, I'm going to forever love you.
No matter who hurts you, I'm going to stand up for you.
No matter what they say, I'm going to make it all ok.
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Don't lose faith in what I'm saying, because it is the truth.
Don't lose hope in the sacrifice I make, because you are worth it.
Don't lose love in what God knows, because you're only lying if you do.
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She called me up & told me to get out of town.
Leave & never show my face again.
She told me to protect myself & grieve no one.
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For the longest time I was finding it hard to have anything in common with my own age group. Here I am, a 21 single girl, I don't drink, I don't smoke, I take care of my mind, body & soul, and I have this amazing friendship with God. I want to learn so much & experience so much, that sometimes I feel like I isolate myself because I am not following the normal life of a 21 yr old. Until I found this website, I was at a loss for relating with other people about spirituality, keeping my prayers to myself.

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