Hi folks, I've been on a long break from the forum, longest ever for me, and lately my thoughts have been on the topic of whether we are all truly alone, and the nature of connections. I have been feeling amplified isolation lately, and seeking out sources of education on the topic, and relief (sometimes desperately). Today I turned to Wondercafe and did a search, which led me to Youth Worker's thread. I read some helpful advice there, including my own, which I had forgotten I'd written.

Hi all.

Well, it  really happened.   Love really *is* love and off we flew on our prize winning trip.

Well tomorrow at about 7:00 (or possibly 7:30) I will be going on a road trip with my friend Justin to Grande Prairie!  Then on the 31st I'll be flying to Edmonton, and flying back home on the 8th.  It will be quite the adventure. 

I hope to see all my friends from camp and all my hometown friends away at school too!  And do some shopping!! 

I don't really know why I wrote this as it is rather pointless...but I guess i'm just updating everyone about my life...hahah

I'm sitting here at home...not really bored but would enjoy chatting...none of my friends are on msn...I only have a few! lol!

The rest of my peeps are watching UFC which I'm not really interested in doing...it would be nice if WC had a chat feature...so if say, at times like these, there could be someone to have an intelligent conversation with...don't cha think???

Your thought are welcomed!

I am normally a rather efficient person.  I can juggle multiple items, deliver to multiple areas, and just provide reasonable stuff.  I am reasonably responsive to emails.

The last few months, in fact, since August have been a struggle at work. Without going into specifics this is about a -million dollar project that is out of control and is now a multimillion dollar project. 

   Last night was a big disapointment. Its sad to see how easily my friends minds can get taken over by guys. For all my life i've had guys go in and out of my life very quickly. There was endless boy drama whether i liked it or not. After i ended things with a guy i told myself that I was done with them because with almost every guy there is always an identicle outcome. I talk to a guy for a couple days, weeks, or months and in the end its either one of us loses interest, or the guy becomes a complete jerk.

As my profession, I help others with their social issues. For my friends, I go above and beyond what is expected of me in many ways. However, I always find that it never comes back my way to a comparable degree - mainly when I need help. I don't take it personally, or bring attention to that fact. I turn the other cheek, and carry on, continuing to do the best job I can.

For the longest time I was finding it hard to have anything in common with my own age group. Here I am, a 21 single girl, I don't drink, I don't smoke, I take care of my mind, body & soul, and I have this amazing friendship with God. I want to learn so much & experience so much, that sometimes I feel like I isolate myself because I am not following the normal life of a 21 yr old. Until I found this website, I was at a loss for relating with other people about spirituality, keeping my prayers to myself.

 so this has to be quick cause i need to urn but i need to vent so i can enjoy my night.

ok background- a really good friend is coming in from toronto this evening. her and i talked earlier and she let me know that her cousin was picking her up and she was going to spend some time with him, and then we will do lunch tomorrow. 

We need change.