Last night was a big disapointment. Its sad to see how easily my friends minds can get taken over by guys. For all my life i've had guys go in and out of my life very quickly. There was endless boy drama whether i liked it or not. After i ended things with a guy i told myself that I was done with them because with almost every guy there is always an identicle outcome. I talk to a guy for a couple days, weeks, or months and in the end its either one of us loses interest, or the guy becomes a complete jerk. Then somehow, i always ended up meeting another guy and the same process would start all over again. What occured to me is that me and my best friends talk about guys way too much. In fact, I swear thats all we talk about. I wanted to get a break from boys so i suggested we have a girls night, have fun, and forget about guys. Long story short, we drank, my friend was supposed to meet with a guy who she assumed he was her "almost-bf"because he claimed her virginity and who did not answer her phone calls. There was a lot of crying and anger from her side. For the whole night she was obsessing over this one guy and she let this him ruin her night. Now she had come to a belief that all men are deemed untrustworthy and are complete jerks. This girls night turned out to be a crying-fest-and-depressing-girls-night-out.

   I love my friends but sometimes i want to talk about other things than BOYS.

Peace&love

Roxy