I became to follow Christ when I go to Cegep. I meet Jesus in a catholic charismatic meeting. This was before my coming out. After my conversion, I decide to improve my knowledge of my faith. I follow course on catholicism with Opus Dei. After two years, I have finish my Cegep and I decide to work for Christ. I go to Montreal University in theology studies. At the same time, I decide to become a priest in a religious community.

When I begun to studie higher criticism, I find mythic thesis very interesting. I begin to think that all the bible have no historic ground. At this time, I came out and tell everyone I was gay. I meet a christian guy. He was very liberal and he help me to accept liberal view of God and Jesus. I was proud to convert christian to atheism.

I was very conservative when I enter the university. I do my bac in 4 years... at the end I was member of UCC, very liberal (process theology). I write article on being gay and christian (liberal). I was very active in my UCC community to diffuse liberal theology: to remove the word "God" in liturgy, the trinity, etc. End I left UCC after a battle of power between two groups.

When I lost my job, I was very difficult time for me and my boyfriend. One night, me and him start a prayer to God. What we never do. We just ask God to help us. At the morning, I found a letter under my door. I opened up and found 100$ dollars. For us, it was God answer. We begin to go to more conservative church (presbyterian). After that, God answer a lot of prayer in my life.

A years ago, I move from Montreal to Victoriaville. No presbyterian here. I decide to go in a pentecostal church. I have a very strong feeling that God was here. After the meeting, the pastor ask us if someone want to give is life to Jesus. I raised up and said the prayer. I was born again christian... but I never wan't to be straight or think gay people can't be member of Christ Church.

I begun to studie bible and theology with God Spirit and I found that I have all wrong. We have to beleive in God before studing him and his word. A friend of mine, who was liberal, convert and accept Jesus too. God is so great!