So, this is a rather old event, but it's been on my mind for a long time. I need some ... thoughts sorted out, you know?

I live on a farm, just for some background information. We usually have about 6 ewes that produce lambs each year. They're born in the spring, as the snow is just beginning to melt.

Last year, we had several disappointments, to say the least. Not unexpected living on a farm but it hurt nonetheless. 

I don't remember (or don't want to remember) the exact happenings, but: