I'm wondering what the definition of "marriage" is to everyone else.

Marriage, to me, is a committed union between two people that is agreed to by both persons (regardless of gender), brought to God with an honest and loving heart, and blessed by Him.

I find myself being torn in a bunch of different directions. I am looking to get divorced, but coming from a Mennonite background, I have heard all my life that it is wrong, God does not condone it. I have been told that even though I get a divorce, I will still be married to my husband in the eyes of God, and that remarriage is strictly prohibited and would be seen as adultery. Before people start posting responses to this, allow me to explain why I am getting divorced.

Long story short, here is a timeline of what has happened: